So today was an emotional rollercoaster for me. I totally sideswiped my co-workers by turning in my two week notice. NO ONE was expecting it, but it had to be done; I have a new opportunity with another company making more money so I had to take it. Unfortunately I will be leaving my current team, which makes me sad- they're all so awesome (seriously). So my boss and I went to lunch. We went to El Toritos...and even though I got a salad, let's just say we were both inhaling chips like they were illegal. Then I went to Duke's with Marty for dinner. I had 2 fish taco's- grilled. They weren't bad and it would've been fine except for the fact that I haven't worked out today (sorry Shredit, I swear I'll run that mileage tomorrow!) Anyway, on the way back to Marty's, he made a comment about my del taco run the other night. He still doesn't believe I went to Del Taco, he's convinced I was with another guy. Whatever. While he was teasing me about the whole thing, I had an epiphany. This was my exact thought process...
"Del Taco at 2 am Diz. Wow. Embarrassing that he thinks I was out with another guy when really I was at Del Taco chowing on cheesy quesadilla's. Wait...what? What am I doing? No wonder I'm not dropping lbs. How can I say I'm serious about this when there's a 2 am Del Taco run, followed by In-N-Out the next day, no workout, followed by El Torito's and then Duke's, no workout? WHAT THE H*** AM I DOING?"
Seriously- those were my thoughts. Followed by, "wow- I'm full. at 10:30 at night- stuffed." GREAT.
So I realized I need to get with the program. No wonder I lose less than 5 pounds a month. I've decided to join in the Biggest Loser challenge- I too will post a picture of myself right now (I'm taking a pic as we speak). Check it:
Of course, taking this picture is humiliating, hence the hat (no one to see my lovely face). It's a little sad that the minute I start this blog I realize I'm off swimming in the deep end. Anyway, I'm dealing with it- let's hope I can get back on the wagon and get some lbs off. As we can all see, I need to be a little more serious about it.
Oh wait! Almost forgot to put down the daily weigh in: 152.6 as of this morning. UGGHHHHH. I want out of the 150's. Over it.