I'm still not ready to blog. Going through a hard personal time right now. Once I get through this- I will resume writing. I hope by Monday I feel better. :(
I am trying to remain strong right now though. I have to keep reminding myself that even though things are getting super tough, I can do this! I made these choices, and I know they will pay off in the long run. I should be celebrating (but instead I'm a sap). I'm trying so hard to endure, even though things seem like an uphill battle at the moment. I feel like I'm a tiny little tree in a major windstorm...and I'm staying planted, no matter how hard the winds rattle and shake my little branches! I will survive this week!!!
Next week I won't have the corp trainer babysitting my every move at work and also taking me to starbucks, then out to a huge lunch, then treats in the afternoon (and for all the "good jobs" I do at work)- so I should have better control of my diet next week and should be able to make up the ground I lost. Hopefully. Pray for me. :)