Thursday, October 8, 2009

Hiatus already?

I'm still not ready to blog. Going through a hard personal time right now. Once I get through this- I will resume writing. I hope by Monday I feel better. :(

I am trying to remain strong right now though. I have to keep reminding myself that even though things are getting super tough, I can do this! I made these choices, and I know they will pay off in the long run. I should be celebrating (but instead I'm a sap). I'm trying so hard to endure, even though things seem like an uphill battle at the moment. I feel like I'm a tiny little tree in a major windstorm...and I'm staying planted, no matter how hard the winds rattle and shake my little branches! I will survive this week!!!

Next week I won't have the corp trainer babysitting my every move at work and also taking me to starbucks, then out to a huge lunch, then treats in the afternoon (and for all the "good jobs" I do at work)- so I should have better control of my diet next week and should be able to make up the ground I lost. Hopefully. Pray for me. :)



  1. Diz, Next week. that sounds like a plan! Do let yourself enjoy this last day of your first week at work. For now, the pampering is good for you. (Maybe not so good for your waistline, but good for you.) The weight will get to where it's supposed to be--and the heart will heal.

    You're awesome. I admire your pluck and your courage. He's holding you, Diz, let yourself rest in His arms.

    Isaiah 41:10. So do not fear, for I am with you: do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.

    Isaiah 40:11 ...He gathers the lambs in His arms and carries them close to His heart...

  2. You can totally do it. It's okay to say no to the latte. Just don't let what you want at the moment take away from what you want most..