Did I mention I'm exhausted? I was doing better, actually got enough sleep yesterday and was feeling pretty good and then I did it again. I stayed up too late last night and am back on the 'Feel like death warmed over' wagon. What have I been doing up so late every night? Wouldn't YOU like to know! :)
I was thinking about it yesterday and decided I better rope in what I 'spill' on my blog. What if someone comes across it that knows me (besides those few friends I've already told)? Things could get hairy! Just know this- I'm single, and I do what I want right now. I play with who I want, when I want. :) If that means staying up late with certain someone's, then so be it. That's about as much as I can say.
However, staying up til 2 or 3 every night is KILLING my diet/work outs. I was already struggling to begin with; as you know. And even though I'm having fun, I'm too tired to work out, too tired to cook or prepare anything, and I'm living on as much caffeine as I can get my hands on. Well, that's not true- I've been trying to watch the caffeine intake. But it's getting harder and harder because I'm so tired. I basically feel like I need it to get through a day right now.
Plus, these late night rendezvous usually end up with someone touching me- whether rubbing my back, or playing with my hair, or giving me a little bit of a relaxing massage. While I love, love, LOVE rub downs...again, I'm getting paranoid about them.
How do people live like this!? Heaven help me...