Sunday, March 28, 2010

Not a Day of Rest for me...

So you would think now that my friends are gone, I'd immediately be back on the wagon.  But unfortunately I'm not.  I'm still lingering in the land of fat and gluttony.  Pain.  Crap.  Hell.

My friends finally went home and I cleaned my whole freaking house, did all my laundry, and made lists of errands I want/need take care of first thing in the morning.  Grocery shopping will be first thing to happen in the AM.  I scavenged in my cupboard for anything to eat, and sadly the only stuff I have to eat around here is healthy foods.  Boring foods.  You would think this would be good.  But no, I've finally been eating bad enough for long enough, so now it feels like an effort to eat healthy again.  I don't want healthy right now.  Ugh.  Feels so good though to be back to my normal routine (or I will be tomorrow).  I'm a little nervous because I haven't worked out in 2 weeks and I know that I'm going to have to make working out a priority now in order to get it done.

I've still been considering joining a yoga studio (the one my roommate teaches at) but I've been stalling because I know I'm moving in the next 5 weeks and I don't know yet how much my rent is going to be.  I think it's stupid to go add an extra expense when I don't even know how much rent I'll be paying, but on the other hand, I don't know how much longer I can wait.  Forever the goal was to pay off my credit cards first and then as a treat to myself, I could buy the monthly pass.  I'm 2 payments away from having the last 2 cards paid off (the two I wanted to pay off first).  And 1 month away from moving into a new place- but I want the new pass so bad!  It would just be so much nicer to get up first thing in the morning and start the day stretched out, followed by a nice cardio workout at the gym.  Remember when I started doing this a few months ago at the hot yoga studio?  I want to start doing it again.  I loved the energy and strength I felt after I did hot yoga for 90 minutes at 6 am.  I want to implement this again.  ONE MORE MONTH.  I can do it.  I don't want to, but I can do it (wait).

Ok, as you can see, I don't have a lot to tell.   Hope you start your week out right!  Hope I can start my week out right; I need to get my butt in gear.  I'm also (sadly...scarily) going to go back to WW and get myself back on track.  While I don't want to, According to my scale- I need to.  Up six pounds. ;)  Back to where I was one month ago.  As I've said a million times!  Forgive and move on.  And that's exactly what I plan to do.



  1. Yay diz! Going back to WW i think is going to help you so much! You realy are doing it girl. And yes you broke your habit of eating healthy and excersizing but you just have to rebuild it. Its a minor thing! You can do this sunshine!

  2. Gave you an award! Realy you are one of my biggest inpiriations! You make me look a my self and focus! Big hugs

  3. I'm glad you're going back to WW.. its true what happens to us when we're not accountable.. I'm so scared for this week (and next). I would love to try hot yoga.. i always feel like I'm better off doing yoga in my living room.. classes of any kind intimidate me.. good luck getting back on track, hope you bought lots of yummy foods yesterday!!

  4. grooaaannn. Up and at em,girlfriend. Deb

  5. Hi there -- progress not perfection is what I always think... and going back to the meetings always helps me when I'm in need of a kick in the pants! *grin*
    Meanwhile, though,I bestowed the “Creative Writer” Blogger Award to you ~ check it out on my site:

    Jan / HLG