Well, I did it. I went in to Weight Watchers and faced the music. It wasn't as unpleasant as I'd envisioned (143), and yet it's still a little bit of a bummer to see that basically I didn't do anything in the month of March...even though I really did work hard. :) But it's okay! This is how we learn, right? You fall, and then you get back up and try, try again. And that is what I'm doing. I may have lost and then regained 4 pounds, but I will lose them again. It's funny because I went to the gym tonight in my new workout clothes that I bought while "down", and it's funny to see how they fit with just a 4 pound gain. 4 measly pounds! But that's where I'm at- 4 pounds makes a difference on my body now. I guess I should be happy about that. I was a little self conscious at first to wear those clothes out of the house, but it was time to go to the gym, so I had to go. I don't have time to be self conscious right now, I need to work hard this week to get a move on this month!
What else can I tell you? Aaron was supposed to come over tonight for dinner but I cancelled him. I was just so tired after my gym workout (ha! a whole 30 minutes) and his car is still giving him troubles, so I just cancelled the whole thing. I would've had to go pick him up and drop him off, and I could tell he was uncomfortable with that. He's just so independent! Trouble is, I bought all this yummy stuff to feed him. :) He is super healthy and fit so it's nice to cook for him because I don't have to go off plan to feed him. Anyway, after I sent him the text saying let's just do it another night, he called and we talked on the phone for a bit. He asked me about how things were going (we haven't really talked since I came home from OK) and he remembered specific things about my personal life to ask about and I was just so...impressed. It made me feel important that he remembered those things, you know? I appreciate mindful people, whether they are potential love interests or just friends. I vow to be more mindful of others right now! :)
Okay friends, let's do this! Let's get this party started!!