Well, today has been an interesting one.
For the record, I did NOT get the pizza last night- I stuck with the grapes. I ate the whole bag, mind you...but at least it was only grapes.
Here's the real stickler. After I wrote that post last night, I went to the restroom to brush my teeth and get ready for bed and the blasted scale was gone. I forgot the roommate was taking it. Seriously, I started having a mini freak out. I didn't get to weigh myself this morning; in fact, I haven't weighed all day. This is seriously tripping up my game. I'm afraid to eat anything because I'm constantly wondering what's going to happen tomorrow- I'm going in BLIND. I will have no idea what to expect (except that I can tell you from the 100 weigh ins previous to today that so far I've lost NOTHING this week. I expect to be up about a pound tomorrow...but have no idea at this point what will happen.)
So Dan and I went to dinner and a movie tonight. I know, what? I said I was done. I thought we were. Apparently we're still getting to know each other. So many things in my life are so upside down right now... what is happening to me?
Another friend of mine moved in to my place tonight as well. Dan was a sweetheart and came over and helped us move her in. But then she told me that tonight she was looking on Craigslist to look for housing and noticed that my apartment was on craigslist for rent. I'm taking that as a sign that maybe we should keep looking for places to move out to. AAAAGHHHH. And the drama...and the stress...continue.