Oh my RAMPAGE!
I have been doing pretty good on my rampage- tomorrow morning is weigh in and I told NR at the gym this afternoon that I'm nervous about it. She asked why- she knows I've been doing pretty good, but since I don't have a scale at home, I don't have any way to gauge how I'm doing, so it scares me. For the rest of you, being obsessed with weighing doesn't work; you seem to need that freedom from the scale to really succeed. I, apparently, am the opposite. Without constantly weighing in, I seem to either forget or forgive myself too much and when it comes to weigh in time, I never do as well as I'm hoping. Even if I'm writing things down, I need to physically SEE that the weight is coming off to keep myself motivated. And right now I can't see it. I really want to have a good drop this week, I need it to keep me motivated. NR and I have been working really hard since we got back from Vegas; I've started lifting again and doing a little cardio in the afternoons; I didn't even write a post yesterday because I had to go to bed last night! I've been making myself go to bed by 11:30 every night to ensure I'm getting enough sleep; I'm taking my vitamins; I've even cut out soda and caffeine and have been watching my carbs pretty closely...
But I don't feel skinnier. I can't tell when I look in the mirror. Maybe because it's been a short week (I just weighed on Tuesday). That's the only thing I have to go off of right now (the mirror) and I want to cry. What if I didn't lose anything this week? I know it's a short week (because I just weighed Tuesday), but my normal weigh in is Saturdays; this week was just whacky because of Vegas.
Heaven Help Me.