Doesn't it seem that I have like, 3 good days, followed by a bad day?
Today is NOT a bad day, but I am in a funk. I'm bored. I'm bugged with my hair and makeup today. I'm bugged with all of the boys in my life (or lack thereof really). I have a headache.
This week seems so loooooonnnnnggggg. I'm over it.
This morning I ran about 6 miles; the standard route. It was boring. I'm running everyday, and while I love running and felt so good while running today, I don't feel like I'm working out anymore- even though I clearly am. What do you think I should do? Add in weights again? Maybe I should add in some workouts in the evenings as well? I've been trying so hard- watching every morsel that is going into my mouth...I want it to pay off already!!
You would be proud of me- last night I had a mini break through. I was on a date with this guy and we had originally planned to go to Costco to get some pizza (cause they have good pizza!) and I asked him if it would be okay if we could go somewhere healthier to eat. I just really wanted to do good, you know? He said that he was fine with that and we ended up somewhere else where I got a salad and some breadsticks. I'm proud of myself for asking for something healthier because that is a hard one for me- I hate, hate, HATE being that girl on a date. I always want to portray that I'm okay with anything you put in front of me and that I can eat whatever I want... In fact, most of my cheats and downfalls are in social situations- I just can't seem to stay in control when other people are around....I get to talking, laughing, eating, and I don't pay attention. Even last night I was giggling and talking and eating and before I knew it, I was really full. But at least it was a healthy salad and some bread instead of greasy Costco pizza, right?
Still working on enjoying my day- and enjoying my life. I think I'll be happier once I leave work. :)