I'm really unsettled right now. So much has happened- and so much has yet to happen. I just need to go to the gym and I'm struggling. I DON'T WANT TO. It's cold outside and rainy and the roomie and I have been talking about watching movies and starting a little fire in the fireplace for the last 2 hours.
I ran 6 miles on Saturday and it felt amazing. I need to do it again today. I don't want to do it again today. I want to eat pumpkin/chocolate chip muffins dipped in hot chocolate while snuggled in a blanket on the couch. Add some whipped cream to that please. Today was such a hard day at work- I know I NEED to go workout; but I just don't want to. Or maybe I need a warm blueberry muffin with melted butter all over it. MMMMMM....
I miss my family. I wish I lived closer to them.
I guess I have to go. It's raining and cold outside. I might not make it. Pray for me that I do. Ragnar is 2 weeks away and I can't put off running any longer. I'm supposed to meet with my friend for Crossfit tomorrow morning at 7 am. I'm not in the mood for this. ANY of it. I ate horribly today and have that mentality of 'who cares anyway I already blew it'.