I know I just put up a post this morning, but I have one more thing I need to say. I guess I feel like I need to justify why my first (last) post was kind of...intense. Here's the thing- if I'm going to write this blog, I have to be honest. You the reader deserves to know the truth, and I as the writer owe it to myself to be truthful. I feel like if I'm honest and raw about what I'm really feeling, maybe I can heal from this self inflicted damage I've done to myself. Cause let's be honest- gaining weight does damage. It damaged me physically, and it continues to damage me spiritually and emotionally as well. I've been beating myself up for a year. My goal now is to heal.
So some of my entries are going to be pretty raw. Hopefully some of them will be really inspiring and positive too. I believe I'm a pretty optimistic person by nature, so most of the time I'm happy. I've found though in this journey there are dark moments, and I just want you to be aware that they will happen and I hope they don't happen too often, but I need to address them when they're here.
Ok- now that that's off my chest, happy reading.
BTW- I just got back from a long run. 6 miles! Woo hoo!!!! Del Taco at 2 am? DESTROYED!